| my stalker |
[19 Jun 2004|07:36pm] |
| Billym's LJ stalker is xtina_rpa! | | xtina_rpa is stalking you because they have nothing better to do with their time. They are also eating your food when you aren't looking! |
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| what makes me |
[17 Jun 2004|08:32pm] |
| How to make a billym |
Ingredients:
5 parts pride
3 parts arrogance
1 part beauty |
Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Serve with a slice of sadness and a pinch of salt. Yum! |
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| hello everyone who reads this |
[13 May 2004|12:01am] |
hello everyone ,
hey how are you doing ? me i am fine i just thought i would let you know that i quit the group i am trying to get back in the group but, jenn said there is already another billy well i guess i won't be getting back in the group paul left the group to because of complications in the group that is the reason we left first and formost the reason i personally left is someone i not going to mention their name(s) but, ever sense i joined the group wanted to be a bitch and pick on me for no reason at all sometimes and sometimes they were nice but, you know who you are ... as for the rest of you guys i love you and i will dearly miss you if i don't get back in the group
love always ,
billy
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| wish i could have been there (for jess for as many times i wasn't there) |
[24 Apr 2004|12:50am] |
I Wish I Could've Been There
When our baby Kate was born, it was the biggest day of my life, lyin' there, little bows in her hair, in the lovin' arms of my wife * I was the proudest papa in the U.S.A., makin' a living on the road somewhere a thousand miles away * It was a happy day, but kinda sad * I wish I could've been there, I wish I could've been there * I wish I could've been there for that * Little Bobby hit his first homerun; he was the hero of the hometown crowd * Two to one, it was the winning run; everybody was cheerin' loud * Mama, she was smilin' and sayin' he's a chip off of the old block * But I was on the road somewhere between Memphis and Little Rock * It was a happy day, but kinda sad * I wish I could've been there * I wish I could've been there for that * Now Bobby and Kate are all grown up and moved away; * They stay in touch, we're proud of the good kids that we raised * It's hard to believe we're celebratin' our 25th year today; * This party's nice, but the kids aren't here; at least they called to say: * "Congratulations, Mom and Dad" * Wish we could've been there; wish we could've been there * I wish we could've been there for that * It was a happy day, but kinda sad, * I wish they could've been there; I wish they could've been there * I wish they could've been there for that.
jessibear ,
i know i am not there that much but, i really hope this explains but, i am going to be here more often alright i will stay with you until the end of time and you know it
lovealways,
billy
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| reasons (wakefield) just for anyone |
[17 Apr 2004|12:38pm] |
"reasons"
Now the year is almost over
nothing left to keep me sober
suck it up where am I going now
schools out the rumors ending no more time for me pretending
that the girl I want is here right now
im on my own,
give me a reason
that i should care anymore
that i should care anymore
give me a reason
that I should care anymore
that I should care anymore
dont look now
cause its a long way down
in to deep now im bailing
the waters way above my head
all the books and dirty lockers
thoughts of you staying after school
with the girl thats leaving me behind
im on my own
give me a reason that I should care anymore
that I should carea nymore
give me a reason that I should care anymore
that I should care anymore
hold on to what you do when you find your own.
dont look now cause its a long way down.
its over maybe forever
im on my own
time is running out my days are spent
the clocks ticking now
im on my own
now the year is almost over
everyone is clean and sober
suck it up im in the real world now
give me a reason that I should care anymore
that I should care anymore
give me a reason that I should care anymore
that I should care anymore
hold on to what you do
when you find your own.
hold on to what you do
when you find your own.
dont look now cause its a long way down
hey everyone ,
to whom this concerns i am sorry for the comments i make i am just being blunt but, if have hurt anyone from any comments i have said right at this moment i am sorry for the things alright and i love all of you i have been taught to forgive the forgiver and i believe alot of you have because it's taught in the bible if i am saying wrong i am sorry alright but, those i have offended i am sorry and i love you guys
i love you jessibear and will always love you and i wouldn't do anything to hurt you ...
love ,
billy
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| Michael Peterson From Here To Eternity lyrics (for my jessibear ) |
[09 Apr 2004|01:28am] |
(Michael Peterson/Robert Ellis Orrall)
I did everything I could to get you here tonight
Without telling you why
Now girl if you only would, please hold out your hand
Just close your eyes
I've been dying to ask you one burning question
Will you be mine?
From here to eternity
I'm asking you to share your life with me
Now and forever I guarantee, I'll always stay by your side
I promise my love to you
I'm willing and able and ready to
Whatever you need
I am here for you, and I'll always be
From here to eternity
I saved a year for this ring
I can't wait to see
How it looks on your hand
I'll give you everything that one woman needs
From a one woman man
I'll be strong I'll be tender a man of my word
I will be yours.
From here to eternity
I'm asking you to share your life with me
Now and forever I guarantee, I'll always stay by your side
I promise my love to you
I'm willing and able and ready to
Whatever you need
I am here for you, and I'll always be
From here to eternity
jessibear ,
i know i don't say this enough but, these song lyrics are the truth how i feel for you the rest of my life i will just have to talk to jenn about us getting married this year i really hope we can get married this year sometime alright and i will always love you for the rest of my life there is nothing that will get in our way and nothing will stop me ... from loving you
love always and forever ,
william dean martin (billybear)
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| quiz |
[06 Apr 2004|11:59pm] |
i borrowed this from jess
01. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
02. Am I loveable?
03. How long have you known me?
04. When and where did we first meet?
05. What was your first impression?
06. Do you still think that way about me now?
07. What do you think my weakness is?
08. Do you think I'll ever get married or divorced?
09. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. What is my best quality?
13. How well do you think you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think that I could kill someone?
17. Who would play me in a movie?
18. If I were to be a color, what one would I be?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
21. Do you think that I am stubborn?
22. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you?
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| eternity *for jessica* |
[06 Apr 2004|11:37pm] |
thy heart is strong , thy heart is brave , thy heart has tenderness and kindness that will love thee forever be will
thy stay for me my heart and only my heart is yours forever
my body is yours as long as i am on the face of the planet
but, my heart is yours from now to eternity ...
jessibear ,
hey doll i miss ya i hope you get my e-mail where have you been
it seems like forever sense we last talked i miss you i know you miss me ... so this poem is for you ...
love,
billy
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| hey everyone |
[02 Apr 2004|05:51pm] |
hey
i knows it's about damn time i updated this so here i go
i to a little bit of trim on my hair today nothing to worry about though alright well i just thought i would say hello
and how are ya
so talk to you laters,
billy
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| i wanna be your man(forever) keith urban (for jess) |
[10 Mar 2004|11:01pm] |
I Wannna Be Your Man
by Keith Urban
Album :
Submitted by : Carmen
Corrected by :
Rated : 8.2 (5 votes)
You're such a pretty little thing
I wanna put a wedding ring on your finger
Baby can't you see that we were meant to be together
Yeah the joinin' of our hearts is written in the stars
We've got a love made in heaven
So baby take my hand I wanna be your man forever
Well I can't think of anyone else it's true
All day long there's no one on my mind but you
And I have loved you since you were a little girl
You mean everything to me and you're all I'll ever need in this world
You're such a pretty little thing
I wanna put a wedding ring on your finger
Baby can't you see that we were meant to be together
Yeah the joinin' of our hearts is written in the stars
We got a love made in heaven
So baby take my hand I wanna be your man forever
Every time I look into your eyes I see
The one I want beside me for eternity
You could make me the happiest man alive
By settin' up a date and takin' my name for life
Ah you're such a pretty little thing
I wanna put a wedding ring on your finger
Baby can't you see that we were meant to be together
Yeah the joinin' of our hearts is written in the stars
We got a love made in heaven
So baby take my hand I wanna be your man forever
You're such a pretty little thing
I wanna put a wedding ring on your finger
Baby can't you see that we were meant to be together
Yeah the joinin' of our hearts is written in the stars
We got a love made in heaven
So baby take my hand I wanna be your man forever
Baby take my hand I wanna be your man forever
jess: i really love you and i really hope that we are happy forever because i feel that we will be ... i just hope it works ...
joel and benji : happy birthday and yes i think this is the third time in a row i have preposed but, this time i know it's right god helped me and showed me the way guys but,
you know your invited ...
well that's it i love ya all
love,
billy
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| passionate desperate love (emersondrive) for jessica |
[02 Mar 2004|02:39pm] |
Artist: Emerson Drive
Album: Emerson Drive
Title: Passionate Desperate Love
You oughta be a little more careful baby
You know I'm dangerous
With my wild imagination
You'd better stop right now
Yeah you better
Oohhh, it's too late
That pink cotton candy, the sound of your voice
Completely destroys me
I've got no choice
CHORUS
Yeah, I'm coming apart at the seams
Feeling you pulling my strings
Waking me up with a dream
That's so real
With passionate desperate
Pasionate desperate
Passionate desperate love
You're holding me closer than a whisper baby
Mmm secretly I love the way you drive me crazy
Wanna feel, gotta feel
Your hands cooling my skin
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I'm caught in the flames of my desire
Your pour on your kisses
Baby, that's fire
CHORUS
Yeah, I'm coming apart at the seams
Feeling you pulling my strings
Waking me up with a dream
That's so real
With passionate desperate
Passionate desperate love
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
I know I'm making a scene
But don't wake me up from this dream
I finally know what it means
To feel
CHORUS
Yeah, Passionate Desperate
Yeah, Passionate Desperate
Yeah, Passionate Desperate
Yeah, Passionate Desperate Love
hey jess...
i thought i would add a song in here for ya alright i know i don't update this thing as much as i should but, i am working on it alright i hope everything goes well
joel: my boy you know that i have been a pain in the butt but, your still my bud i am sorry for calling you a whore the other night *ouch!* yeah you know what i mean but, i forgive her for that...
brandy: best of luck with the babies you know i just love being an uncle to all these children okay
and to everyone else who matters to me thanks
you have been a great help...
love,
billy
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| your not my god (keith urban ) the words for my fucked up life |
[21 Feb 2004|07:58pm] |
KEITH URBAN
You're Not My God
(Paul Jefferson/keith urban)
It's just a piece of paper, it says, "In God We Trust"
A little sure felt good
But a lot was not enough
And everybody loved me when I was on a roll
And I thought I had everything
When I held the gold
But you're not my god
And you're not my friend
You're not the one that I will walk with in the end
You're not the truth
You're a temporary shot
You ruin people's lives and you don't give a second thought
You're not my god
Little white lies on a mirror
Cut neatly in a roll
Medicine that kept me from lookin' in my soul
I thought you were the answer
To all of my despair
And you almost had me six feet down
But I'm still breathin' air
'Cause you're not my god
And you're not my friend
You're not the one that I will walk with in the end
You're not the truth
You're a temporary shot
You ruin people's lives and you don't give a second thought
You're not my god
From the cradle to the grave
Temptations all around
But no matter how good the fix
It's gonna take you down
Now some call it a weakness
Some call it a sin
But it's all the same behind each game
I see your evil grin
But you're not my god
And you're not my friend
You're not the one that I will walk with in the end
You're not the truth
You're a temporary shot
You ruin people's lives and you don't give a second thought
Whoa, you're not my god
And you're not my friend
You're not the one that I will walk with in the end
You're not the truth
You're a temporary shot
You ruin people's lives and you don't give a second thought
You're not my god
You're not my god
Oh oh oh you're not my god
You're not my god
Mmmmm not my god
Not my god
You're not, you're not, you're not my god
No you're not
hey all,
i just thought i would update this i am a changed man
i have totally changed my ways no more screwing up on purpose alright ... or at least i am going to try i am not going to be a dredful drunk or a pot smoker like you guys know i can be you guys i love you and i love all for i am going to forgive every single one of you hopefully you will forgive me for all the stupid things i've done it says in the bible god forgives all those who forgive if i said it wrong i am sorry alright but, that is the way i read it plus i am to where i don't care what anyone says anymore i know i can be a jerk asshole so what ... who cares i don't the only reason you jump into other problems is because you have problems of your own but, i still forgive you guys ...
love with my heart ,
billy
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| hangin in (tanya tucker) this is the way i feel right now |
[19 Feb 2004|03:55pm] |
Hangin' In: Tanya Tucker.
You said goodbye on Tuesday;
I figured I would see you by the weekend.
I either didn't hear you right,
Or maybe this ol' heart just didn't listen.
So I'm writing you this letter I may never send.
Wonderin' if you're wonderin' how I've been.
Well, it's lonely but I'm hangin' in,
Hangin' out till I'm with you again,
Runnin' out of reasons to be strong.
Hangin' in, I'm hangin' out, I'm hangin' on.
Talk about blue Monday:
Tomorrow it's a week I've been without you.
I haven't gone to work yet,
I couldn't do a thing but think about you.
But I know that I can make it through whatever comes,
As long as there is still a chance to save our love.
Well, it's lonely but I'm hangin' in,
Hangin' out till I'm with you again,
Runnin' out of reasons to be strong.
Hangin' in, I'm hangin' out, I'm hangin' on.
Instrumental Break.
Whoa, it's lonely but I'm hangin' in,
Hangin' out till I'm with you again,
Runnin' out of reasons to be strong.
Hangin' in, I'm hangin' out, I'm hangin' on.
I'm hangin' in, I'm hangin' out, I'm hangin' on
hello everyone ,
this is your friendly neighborhood asshole billy i am in a better mood now i will alot better when i find someone to help me heal my heart hopefully i will find me someone if not it's just not meant to be because god wants me to be single
because it says in the bible if your single stay that way , if you married stay that way and if your divorced of widowed stay that way ... i know it's not exsact words but, that is what it says ... so i guess i need to leave joel alone he's gonna have his life ... and i am going to have mine hopefully i find someone who heal my heart and hopefully i will not mess this one up ... but, i love everyone
peace and love,
billy
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| i'm moving on (rascal flatts) for anyone who has come to their senses lately |
[12 Feb 2004|11:41pm] |
Moving On
by Rascal Flatts
Album :
Submitted by : *~*SadieDuris*~*
Corrected by :
Rated : 9.8 (5 votes)
I've dealt with my ghosts
And I've Faced all my demons
Finally content with a past I regret
I've found you find strength in your
Moments of weakness
For once I'm at peace with myself
I've been burdened with blame
Trapped in the past for too long
I'm movin' on
I've lived in this place
And I know all the faces
Each one is different
But they're always the same
They mean me no harm but it's time that I face it
They'll never allow me to change
But I never dreamed home would end up
Where I don't belong
I'm movin' on
I'm movin' on
At last I can see
Life has been patiently waiting for me
And I know there's no guarantees
But, I'm not alone
There comes a time in everyone's life
When all you can see are the years passing by (are the years passing by)
And I have made up my mind
that those days are gone
I sold what I could
And packed what I couldn't
Stopped to fill up on my way out of town
I've loved like I should
But lived like I shouldn't
I had to lose everything to find out
Maybe forgiveness will find me
Somewhere down this road
I'm movin' on
I'm movin' on
I'm movin' on
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| until now |
[12 Feb 2004|04:22pm] |
Artist: River Phoenix
Song Title: Until Now
Album:
[Buy " " CD]
Until now, I've been blind.
Until now, I've been wasting time.
I've been lost on streets of plenty.
I've been tossed on icy seas.
And all I've crossed, ain't worth a quarter.
It's muddy water, until now.
There's a light that shines forever,
There's a light that shines for me.
There's a light, my footsteps guiding.
For I've been hiding, until now.
hey everyone ,
how are you i am fine away from it all i could be better but, a broken heart is never easy but, my guitar, my dogs and my life as a beach comber is the life for me but, it's wonderful down here no screaming fans no teenies just me , my girl / guitar which never complains unless she needs to be tuned which is hardly ever okay so i hope you guys are enjoy the ass freezing weather i am down here in hawaii thawing my out ... c-ya,
billy
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| i'll come back as another woman |
[12 Feb 2004|12:55am] |
(Richard Carpenter/Kent Robbin)
You never gave me back the love I gave to you.
You just gave me half your heart and that half was untrue.
So I'll leave you with a promise, from a heart that's heard enough:
Someday you'll find out that you can't escape my love.
I'll come back as another woman,
One with all the secrets to your heart.
I'll come back as another woman,
I'll be the one you burn for,
That you reach for in the dark.
I'll be the one that breaks your devil heart.
Some day you'll wake up with your arms around a dream.
The love that she will make to you will be too good to believe.
You'll say: "I love you," and for once it will be true.
You'll fall too fast to realise who you're talking to.
You'll give your heart and soul, she'll be the only one.
You'll be hers completely, there'll be no way you can run.
And with a smile she'll break your loving heart in two.
And, baby, you'll recall the one who said these words to you:
I'll come back as another woman,
One with all the secrets to your heart.
I'll come back as another woman,
I'll be the one you burn for,
That you reach for in the dark.
I'll be the one that breaks your devil heart.
You'll hear the echo of my promise, (Ha, Ha, Ha.)
How you laughed and how I cried.
The one you finally give your heart to, (Ha, Ha, Ha.)
Will leave you crying in the night.
I'll come back as another woman,
One with all the secrets to your heart.
I'll come back as another woman,
I'll be the one you burn for,
That you reach for in the dark.
I'll be the one that breaks your devil heart.
I'll come back,
I'll come back
As another woman.
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| i guess you had to be there |
[11 Feb 2004|11:54pm] |
I Guess You Had To Be There - Lorrie Morgan (To Get To You: Greatest Hits Collection)
Hello, honey, how was your day . Well, you’re sure in a good mood tonight . Oh, by the way, I was downtown this afternoon . And I saw the most amazing sight . Through the window of a small café . I saw a man and a woman holdin’ hands . And they looked so much in love it took my breath away . Can’t you see it, don’t you understand?
Chorus: Well, I guess you had to be there . Yeah, you really had to be there . Some things you just can’t explain . It’s just not the same . I guess you had to be there .
I just stood there my heart poundin’ . I couldn’t move, all I could do was stare. I kept rememberin’ when we used to look like that . Two people with so much to share . They were talkin’ and they were laughin’ . Just like we used to do every day . And then he kissed her so tenderly . What’s the matter, you don’t have much to say .
Bridge: And as I watched you with your new love . I haven’t seen you that happy in years . We’ve drifted so far apart and it’s hard to admit it . But there’s nothin’ left for you here (so I guess) .
Repeat Chorus
joel ,
i know we ain't working out and i really hope you are happy with brandy i am sorry that i dissed her and i really hope you are happy alright i will quit bothering you
billy
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| sorry to all of those who i have been an asshole too! |
[11 Feb 2004|07:39pm] |
hello,
i am sitting on the beach in moui hawaii thinking about all the stupid things i've said and did for those of you who know what i am talking about i am sorry first and formost joel and i are on a break from each other ... so he is aloud to date anyone he wants to ...
kelly: i am sorry for the meanass remarks i made in your journal i shouldn't have asked you out in the first place if i wasn't sure about it i have been doing alot of thinking okay girl in due time i hope you will forgive me
joel : i know we are not together right now and i know you love me maybe we do need this time together i am sorry for all the name calling like calling you an asshole fucker sorry about that... but, even if you never come back to me i will always love you forever and a day ...
benji,
i know i have been a dick lately to everyone i am sorry if i have been on to you or anyone you know alright
last but, not least to everyone i have ever hurt i am sorry i am going to change my ways i am staying in hawaii for a few weeks maybe even a month who knows i just need this time to think so hopefully everything will be worked out by then ...
tony,
sorry for doing what i did to you alright i didn't mean to i just didn't want joel hurt i just need to say out of everyone's buisness from now on i just hope you are okay
and good luck with benj...
for those who still care for me i care for you as well
good luck ,god bless and may you guys have wonderful lives
because i know as long as i keep acting up mine is going to be shitty but, it's my fault that is that way
so i love you guys ,
william dean martin
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| on the coast of somewhere beautiful (for kelly) |
[11 Feb 2004|01:43pm] |
Kenny Chesney On The Coast Of Somewhere Beautiful lyrics
She was born to see the world
All I got is a picture she mailed me
Barefoot in the snow white sand
A bag of sea shells in her hand
She finally found a paradise it seems
Chorus:
On the coast of somewhere beautiful
Trade winds blwoin through her hair
Sunlight dancin on the water
And I wish I was there
Don't know how i'm goin' to find her
All i know so far
Shes on the coast of somewhere beautiful
Runnin' with my heart
Sometimes whne the sun goes down
Shadows fall across this little town
And I close my eyes and I drift away
To another place in another time
When the world was ours and she was mine
I dream of holdin her again someday
Chorus:
ON the coast of somewhere beautiful
Trade winds blowin through her hair
Sunlight dancin on the water
And I wish I was there
Dont know how i'm gonna find her
All I know so far
Shes on a coast somewhere beautiful
Runnin with my heart
Dont know how i'm goin to find her
All i know so far
Shes on the coast of somewhere beautiful
Runnin with my heart
Ohh Shes runnin with my heart
On the coast of somewhere beautiful
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| every light in the house is on (for joel) |
[11 Feb 2004|11:35am] |
Trace Adkins Every Light In The House lyrics
I told you I'd leave a light on
In case you ever wanted to come back home
You smiled and said you appreciate the gesture
I took your every word to heart
'Cause I can't stand us being apart
And just to show how much I really miss ya
Every light in the house is on
The backyard's bright as the crack of dawn
Thr front walk looks like runway lights
It's kinda like noon in the dead of night
Every light in the house is on
Just in case you ever do get tired of being gone
Every light in the house is on
If I should ever start forgetting
I'll turn the lights off one by one
So you can see that I agree it's over
But until then I want you to know
If you look south, you'll see a glow
That's me waiting at home each night to hold ya
Every light in the house is on
The backyard's bright as the crack of dawn
Thr front walk looks like runway lights
It's kinda like noon in the dead of night
Every light in the house is on
Just in case you ever do get tired of being gone
Every light in the house is on
i hope you come back because i love you
billiam
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